Love Of My Life. – My Story

I want to share this because I still can not believe it. I was introduced to The Secret when I was only 12. I was amazed right away and started to write in my gratitude journal, practice affirmations, and dream about stuff I really wanted.

My first ever success was a labrador puppy that I wanted so bad but my mum and grandma were saying never! But guess what?t! It only took a few months and then he was with me! And he still is. He is now a 14 year old grandpa and still healthy.

But to the main point. After some time I just forgot about The Secret, until I met a certain person. I was 13 and a new boy came to our high school. He was 2 years older than me and I fell so madly in love with him that I could not believe it was possible. Nobody believed me since I was only 13. I do not blame those people, of course, but this was real.

On the other hand, he did not know I even existed. I was blushing whenever I would just pass by his classroom without even knowing if he was even there, it was crazy. I thought about him nonstop but I knew he would never fall for someone like me. I even told myself that I did not want a relationship with him because I would be so insecure.

The years started passing by and I just got even more crazy about him. I had other boyfriends but every time I saw him or heard his name I started shaking.

One day we became a part of the same group of friends so we got introduced, which was the most awkward thing ever. He actually even asked me out!! But I was so not ready, so insecure, and I felt so unworthy. So I did not go out with him because I was too scared.

I continued meeting other guys and he found a girlfriend. At that time she was the most beautiful and richest girl I knew. So from my point of view, she was what he wanted and deserved.

More years went by. We, as a group of many friends, went on holiday together but he and I never even spoke to each other! I was still too shy and even though I had boyfriends, I still had a major crush on him. I still knew that I would never feel the way I felt about him with anyone else but I just made my peace with it. I knew that I would never have him but at the same time, I unintentionally kept dreaming about him. I kept imagining what it would it be like to be loved by him. He was perfect in my eyes.

In 2018, almost 10 years after I met him and after many years of us having known each other, something just happened. I still do not understand what it was. We had not seen each other for a few years. He was studying abroad and I had a relationship. We had run into each other a few times in a row by accident at parties and other occasions. And he fell in love with me!

Yes, my dream person fell in love with me!!!! It all happened so out of nowhere and he is still not able to explain it either. He keeps saying it hit him hard and he had never felt this way before! I just do not understand.

We have been together for 4 years now. We are so incredibly happy and in love, and we are planning a future together. He keeps repeating every day how I am the love of his life and I still feel like I am dreaming. I am 100% sure I just attracted him with my thoughts and the strong admiration and desire I had for him.

So this is my message, to never give up!!! It took me almost 10 years but it was totally worth it. And in the end, he came just when I was ready for him. When I felt good enough about myself, when I found my own self-love, that was the perfect time for us. Thank you for The Secret!